S.H.E

She is not a perfect girl.really.She had this up-and-down experiences in life..
She try to change herself to fit in the outside society that is different from her
previous environment. She try to do all that  she can do so that others can accept
her. She has been hurt- verbal & non-verbal action.
She is tired of  becoming others joke. victim. really.
She only want to be normal. to be accepted.
In relationship, she is rejected. She don't understand why. But she believe
she can find someone else.The day come, and for years she is with the
gentle guy. Until one day separation comes. She really upset.
Really. Seriously.
But life must go on, whatever challenges that we may face.
Now another guy approach her. She is wondering..
'how if the same experience happen?.'
But she tries. To make the guy happy thus she engage in the
new relationship. Others says it is unrealistic. Unbelieveable.
But  now she follows her heart.Now, there is always a problem
between them. Deep down in her heart she's afraid of losing. Again.
She's crying...wondering why???

IN MY LIFE

Most of all..I have learned.

Whom shall I fear when there is my LORD GOD as my savior?
HE keeps me strong when I am weak and I have this hope
when I believe in HIM.
I will fear not!..my GOD is bigger than my problems
I face!
Thank You Lord...

Tak pasti apa rasa ini masih padamu
sedang dulu kau telah memberi jarak
memberitahu,
antara kita batasnya adalah 'S.A.H.A.B.A.T.'
tak lebih...

Namun ku terjatuh jua..
payahnya menjaga rasa
kerana kau sentiasa di sisi

Lantas kau mengundur
tika pautan itu
semakin kejap & kukuh
akhirnya aku keseorangan\menghitung waktu yang mendatang

Aku tak tahu
arah hidup ini yang seterusnya
namun aku percaya
ada sinar di hujung jalan


pergilah..jika itu mahumu
kerana..
engkau penentu arah tujumu
sedangkan
aku tetap aku

Hidup ini akan kuteruskan
walau tanpa kau
di sisi...

I really appreciate the people that come in my life. God give them to us
because each and everyone of them has a purpose - to teach, to guide, to hurt and the list goes on and on..

But I cannot forget this very one person that influence me a lot- every aspects of
me- until this is what I am today. I share my problems and this person always try
to help me find the solutions, guide me when I want to make decisions, support
me with positive point of view of life and always encourage me to think of GOD...

One that I cannot understand until now is - he never complaint/give comments about me.
For him..this Malay poem  is his writing..hmm..7 years ago...

"WARKAH BERPUISI PILU"

Teman,
engkau bagai pelangi hidupku
menyinari warna penuh keindahan
tapi indahnya hanya seketika
hilang tak disedari di sudut pandangan

           Teman,
           telah ku cuba ungkapkan semuanya
           namun terlalu sukar bagiku selami
           hanya sehelai warkah sebagai tanda
           biarlah masa menjadi sempadan

Teman,
hatiku sedih bermohonkan maaf
agar dirimu takkan terluka
andainya masih mengingatiku
akulah warkah berpuisi pilu...


Thanks a lot because you give me inspiration to move on-
life is difficult but our hope gives us strength to carry on...

Fashion for PETITES

What is petite?

> Women with a height of 3 feet 4 inches  and above but under 5'8 tall.

>Petite women should be careful on how you dress up.But as long as you know
  style tips for women, there should be no worry. =)

Here are some TIPS that can be apply:

1. Darkish colours work best - make you look taller.

2. You can try getting your shirt dyed in 2 tones of the same colour.
     > E.g.- Upper half of the shirt in bottle green and the
        lower half as light green.

3. Try also wearing a short length jacket on your shirt when you are wearing jeans.

4. Avoid wearing horizontal line! - Shop for strong vertical lines
   (vertical stripes/pleats/zip- front &  button- front styles.)

5. Try wearing shorter sleeves, v-neck shirts or skinny jeans to make you elongated.

6. Keep the focal point high with eye- catching details. Embroidery, bows, lace
    and ruffles should be near  the face.

7. Use the 'fist rule' - if the pattern is the same size or smaller than your fist, it is right for your frame.

8. Shop for soft, fluid, lightweight fabrics that follow the shape of your  figure.

9. Avoid long attire and skirts - choose dresses & skirts that land right above your knee.

10. Big bags are in. Follow the trend, but keep proportion in mind.
     Your big bag shouldn't look like a suitcase!

Let's see some pics~~

                                                         <YOU CHOOSE>

BERUBAH?!

20 tahun sudah berlalu...
Mungkin sudah tiba masanya untuk merubah diri?..mungkin...

Saya sekarang...


Rasa macam mau ubah stail rambut...sebab muka comel (kecil), saya lebih tertarik
dengan Selena Gomez....=)





Uih,macam padan je ni...^_^...tapi tu rambut depan aiya....


Ini bila potong rambut jadi pendek....




Ini pun macam masuk juga....





Macam mana?..nampak  semua jenis potongan rambut dia 'cute'..

Tunggu masa je lah....harap-harap dapat..XD...

~S>E>K>I>A>N~